You consume me like a cancer/
Rotting away as the wounds begin to fester/
Bloody puss oozes from my heart/
And prevents me from a new start/
Blackness prevails in the background/
You're heartbeat is a haunting sound/
Every memory we ever shared/
Just another weight for me to bare/
And I play with fire every day/
Pretending ignorance can light the way/
But I'm sick and diseased/
Broken and torn/
And the doctor offers medication/
A simple solution by inducing evolution/
Forced to adapt with the aide of a pill/
I am trapped watching life from the window sill/
And the things I see do not bring relief/
From all of the thoughts of
I laugh, she cries/
It's sad how we got here/
I drink, she sings/
We've gotten nothing left to share dear/
I think, she won't /
That's always been her downfall /
I wait, she runs/
Tripping over the word babydoll/
I've got, one chance/
To prove that I know what I'm doing/
So I strive, she denies/
That are past was ever moving/
So goodbye, to all the lies/
Its was a short ride that kept us bound/
We're up, we're down/
Never making progress spinning round/
But I'm ready, and so are you/
To bid farewell to all we knew/
We pack, away our things/
Just to throw it out and start anew/
You pray, to God/
That all of this will end s
You claim to disown me
And not want to know me
But I was your past
And you can't hide forever
I'm sorry that he gave you
Something I apparently never did
But at least in the end
I wasn't the one boasting
Of newfound love or hope
Even though this is what I found
All in a girl with a smile
That broke through my frown
And it's not who you'd expect
Even though yours is painted in bold
And at least our last time together
Meant something for me
And I feel like you stole
From the very depths of my soul
That night you slept with me
With him on your mind
And it's an unforgivable sin
One I can not overlook
So I too can
You play the victim in all that you do/
And it's because of your immaturity that I'm through with you/
I have moved on and likewise you should do the same/
Because I will never give you the satisfaction of my last name/
You claimed that all you ever wanted was to be my wife/
But you chose him that night you tore apart my life/
So don't play these petty games when you are the one to blame/
For the destruction and fire that continues to maim/
We both crashed in this fiery mess/
I'm sorry that I tried to move forward and you got caught in the stress/
But I can't put my life on hold until you are ready to live again/
And because of you
Mean What You Say by v-PrinceCharming-v, literature
Literature
Mean What You Say
A portrait smeared in blood/
a heart sadly misunderstood/
left without shelter in the fridged cold/
mournfully rot with disease and mold/
festering in my own despair/
I can't help but to stare/
into the eyes of that girl on my wall/
with remorse for the way I ended it all/
but I must fight for what's left of my broken heart/
and somehow find a way to make a new start/
as I crawl out of the mud/
bruised and beat down, covered in blood/
I can still hear the bullets flying by/
aiming for my heart as I'm about to die/
and you don't even have what it takes to make it an ounce better/
and for that I must wander around single forever/
You consume me like a cancer/
Rotting away as the wounds begin to fester/
Bloody puss oozes from my heart/
And prevents me from a new start/
Blackness prevails in the background/
You're heartbeat is a haunting sound/
Every memory we ever shared/
Just another weight for me to bare/
And I play with fire every day/
Pretending ignorance can light the way/
But I'm sick and diseased/
Broken and torn/
And the doctor offers medication/
A simple solution by inducing evolution/
Forced to adapt with the aide of a pill/
I am trapped watching life from the window sill/
And the things I see do not bring relief/
From all of the thoughts of
I laugh, she cries/
It's sad how we got here/
I drink, she sings/
We've gotten nothing left to share dear/
I think, she won't /
That's always been her downfall /
I wait, she runs/
Tripping over the word babydoll/
I've got, one chance/
To prove that I know what I'm doing/
So I strive, she denies/
That are past was ever moving/
So goodbye, to all the lies/
Its was a short ride that kept us bound/
We're up, we're down/
Never making progress spinning round/
But I'm ready, and so are you/
To bid farewell to all we knew/
We pack, away our things/
Just to throw it out and start anew/
You pray, to God/
That all of this will end s
You claim to disown me
And not want to know me
But I was your past
And you can't hide forever
I'm sorry that he gave you
Something I apparently never did
But at least in the end
I wasn't the one boasting
Of newfound love or hope
Even though this is what I found
All in a girl with a smile
That broke through my frown
And it's not who you'd expect
Even though yours is painted in bold
And at least our last time together
Meant something for me
And I feel like you stole
From the very depths of my soul
That night you slept with me
With him on your mind
And it's an unforgivable sin
One I can not overlook
So I too can
You play the victim in all that you do/
And it's because of your immaturity that I'm through with you/
I have moved on and likewise you should do the same/
Because I will never give you the satisfaction of my last name/
You claimed that all you ever wanted was to be my wife/
But you chose him that night you tore apart my life/
So don't play these petty games when you are the one to blame/
For the destruction and fire that continues to maim/
We both crashed in this fiery mess/
I'm sorry that I tried to move forward and you got caught in the stress/
But I can't put my life on hold until you are ready to live again/
And because of you
Mean What You Say by v-PrinceCharming-v, literature
Literature
Mean What You Say
A portrait smeared in blood/
a heart sadly misunderstood/
left without shelter in the fridged cold/
mournfully rot with disease and mold/
festering in my own despair/
I can't help but to stare/
into the eyes of that girl on my wall/
with remorse for the way I ended it all/
but I must fight for what's left of my broken heart/
and somehow find a way to make a new start/
as I crawl out of the mud/
bruised and beat down, covered in blood/
I can still hear the bullets flying by/
aiming for my heart as I'm about to die/
and you don't even have what it takes to make it an ounce better/
and for that I must wander around single forever/
Darkness black and solid
Filling up my life
I need to break through it
To see the light again
But the way is blocked
By people
Jumping out of nowhere
Shouting and screaming
Things I'd like to forget
Crawling through the darkness
The way is up ahead
Heeding for the light
I see in others lives
Almost there i see it bright
I reach out just to touch it
But something pulls me back
Back into the darkness
Ever searching for the light.
Ever so lightly her feet leap and bound,
Silent her footfalls without ever a trace
As she tiptoes and runs through this hallowed ground,
Desperate to reach morning, and hide her face.
She does not want to meet the man sent to collect,
His intent absolute, to take her young life,
The fear building up inside her easy to detect,
And cuts through her courage like a cold knife.
Fear takes its unrelenting grip and her mind twists,
She cries for the life that she will never know,
For the steps yet to be taken and love she will miss,
And why is it now that she has to go.
From the corner of her eye she sees his shadow.
All the trees and
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My tattoo is finished, my car is clean, the tickets are printed, and the reservations are set. I'm ready to make this a good night. I'm tired of things bringing me down. Today is going to be happy because I'm still moving forward. Ps I'll post a pic of the tattoo later tonight :)
I feel like a little school boy. I have dreamed about this girl for 6 years... Tragedies breed miraculous things if you keep your eyes open XD Thursday can't come fast enough :)
Life has so drastically changed in a manor of two weeks. I now have a permanent scar that I can carry to my grave. I got my first tattoo. It is so beautiful, it's perfect. I have picked up an array of new hobbies and I have done so much research into snowboards that I finally know what I am shopping for. I met up with one of my oldest and dearest friends who I thought I would never talk to again in my life. I have grown extremely close to the one person I would have assumed would be my enemy until I die. And I have lost a close and dear person to me. People, my whole life revolves around people. They come and they go. Some you really are hopi